..Today..

What's going on my mind today? Hmm.. You wanna know?
Well, if anyone will read this, that is..

Well, let me explain first..

Right now, I have a crush on someone,
But that someone is already married.. Silly ain't I?

Second, my past is going through my head.
It keeps reminding me of things that
I do not want to remember..

Lastly, I feel like I am caged. In a cage.
Not bragging but, I put righteous beliefs
Always at the first priority.. But,
From time to time, I know someone
reminds me of them, however, sometimes,
I feel like I am not allowed to choose things
That I want.. I am limited..

And that makes me want to shake my head,
And ask, "Why am I not free? Free to do what I want.."

But, as the Bible did say,
"Mangmang lang ang taong nag-iisip ng kaligayahan,
Pero ang taong matalino ay naghahanda sa kamatayan."

So, I should just prepare, right?
I shouldn't think of my own hapiness..
Though I get to ask myself sometimes:
"Why? Others are free to choose who they love,
But why not me? Mine is always not a good choice."